if u r wondering, where is this girl...

she just left, as she always does.

Author: poppyhead. (Lenka Baranová)

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a life between us

a life between us

The tighter I hold it, the faster it slips away. Ironic – how things haven’t changed here. It’s been years. Here, ahead of my eyes, I have that table for kids. We played so many games around it. Here are these books. Stories that my heart remembers. It could be only because of them that...

Until we meet again – love beyond the grave

Until we meet again – love beyond the grave

Two boys who couldn’t be together in one life find each other again in another. Korn is a son of a mafia boss. His classmate Intouch has a big crush on him. Eventually, they form a romantic bond. In late-20th-century Thailand, however, homosexuality is frowned upon. Their parents are strongly against their relationship, forbidding the young men...

to the skies

to the skies

when i see how weak you are no longer am i strong the arms that once held me, now barely holding on when i see how fragile you are no longer am i tough i know about all of them years when life had been rough i’m sorry for my eyes time after time filled...

the deal

the deal

your goodbye letter was nothing but clear life defeated you and you defeated death seems to me: perfectly fair life defeated you: i don’t believe, my beloved that you were strong until the final moment i think the anger possessed you, despair too you wanted more, i bet you wanted health you wanted whole years...

a last moment

a last moment

i can’t remember our final moment and we had it, sure, we had was it the one at our place? it doesn’t matter, you may think he didn’t know it was the last and neither did i well, if there’s some kind of justice in this world then it matters to me were we sitting in...

Fresh – funny bloody piece

Fresh – funny bloody piece

CW: SPOILERS Noa is a young woman trying online dating. How that usually goes, you will see at the beginning. The important point, however, is when !in real life! she comes across a nice guy named Steve. She falls in love with him almost immediately, but she has no idea that Steve is planning something...

if the end of the world comes, i’ll wait here

if the end of the world comes, i’ll wait here

Many times I wanted to write something about this place. Maybe I can’t do it this time either, maybe there are no words to express how good I feel here and what this place means to me. Poddlhá. More than a home to me, more than a childhood. I can imagine that if things were...

my blogging story

my blogging story

I greet you, skilled people and close souls who (if I suppose correctly) are engaged in writing. I want to share my experiences, joys and minor disappointments today. They all come from here – from poppyhead. I want to show you a story that began to be written … well, long before I actually started...

a labyrinth

a labyrinth

i wish to be like you i tell myself as i look at my coworker his teeth are blinding me sparks in his eyes are somehow painful he’s slightly older than me but you couldn’t tell the difference between him and a little girl he’s playing with i wish to be like you i tell...

why is Looking for Alaska totally worth seeing

why is Looking for Alaska totally worth seeing

I am ashamed. I am really ashamed that I have only now watched these miniseries based on John Green’s novel – a novel that I rank among my favourites, a novel that accompanied my adolescence and spoke to me from the bottom of my heart. Already during the first episode, I cursed anyone who claimed...