that’s when

that’s when

hey
i’ve been thinking of you
darling you should know
i can’t get you out of my mind these days

it all haunts me in the nights
memories, my thoughts
words i could have spoken
promises i have broken

why did i call you that, why, after all those months
after weeks of being sure
i did the right thing

i wish, at least, that i knew
what had triggered all this
was it him? the other one, disappointing me?
was it the fact that we still don’t know how to talk to each other?

maybe – probably
it was your voice
breaking as you were explaining
that you can’t
and won’t
be my friend

well, darling you should know
i still care
i’m pretty confused and have no idea where this will lead

i may wake up tomorrow and be alright 
but i secretly dream tonight

it’s after midnight
could be that i’m just lonely

it’s so late and i’m trapped
caught in our old text messages
caught in the love still present

caught in wondering
do you
possibly
sometimes
read them too?


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