if u r wondering, where is this girl...

she just left, as she always does.

about a desire

about a desire


that’s how my dreams get
that’s how they are with you

you were never mine
and never, ever will be

still – it’s you tonight
your body under mine

how long have i desired you
so painful
so good
so close

i can’t place my hands on you in real life 

but oh what they are doing now
now, having you like this, i understand
it was half a life i have lived
it was half a blood in my veins

you are going to disappear again
and wear a sticker “muted” on your chest

but today i know

today i remember what you feel like
after years and months

after days, after lifetime
of desire

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