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i think about you every day
not knowing how to accept the fact that you’re gone
that you will never hear any of the words i might like to say <\/p>\n\n\n\n

there’s no way to escape
something is pressing me against the wall
this, i don’t possess the knowledge how to fight <\/p>\n\n\n\n

you were always interested in what i am going through
and i want to tell you
that there’s so much i have yet to prove <\/p>\n\n\n\n

maybe we couldn’t change this
maybe it was predestinated to happen,
written somewhere in the stars above us
but it just doesn’t feel right that you will turn to dust<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i can play with my words,
i can listen to sad songs
but still, i will miss the way you held me tight 
still, i will feel like drowning in the night<\/p>\n\n\n\n

no one has such an expressive voice
no one has such energy entering every corner of a room\u00a0
well, no one is able to make such a noise<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i miss our gossip talks
magazine pages flipping in the summer air
<\/p>\n\n\n\n

this scene is unreachable and will never come back
<\/p>\n\n\n\n

now all that’s left of us is a pain
you used to bring us so much joy
now you lie there in the dark soil<\/p>\n

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